princess moon

Anguish...sh!!!

LOST IN

I am walking around

don't know where to go???

looking for a way

But which direction

but no one tells me

which way to go???

I asked no questions

and they give no answers

iam not lost in my mind

but don't know who i am???

I am so confused

don't know what to do

I don't know whom can I trust???

he shown a photo

found a smiling face

but I cant recognize

is that a smile???

I got confused

he shown a photo

by saying its mine

Still I wonders, is that mine???

where is my purse and where is my cell???

why is it blank and where is my contact

I tried and tried got few numbers

212822, 282122, 12 2228, 221228, 282122

why no one replied as I did so wrong???

Am I waiting, for my call

the call from, where I have to reach

10 warning signs of Alzheimer's:
Memory loss that disrupts daily life
Challenges in planning or solving problems
Difficulty completing familiar tasks at home, at work or at leisure
Confusion with time or place
Trouble understanding visual images and spatial relationships
New problems with words in speaking or writing
Misplacing things and losing the ability to retrace steps
Decreased or poor judgment
Withdrawal from work or social activities
Changes in mood and personality

oxytocin and vasopressin

High level oxytocin and vasopressin...unbearable???

cleopatra

monolisa

Serpent

Satan returns to earth, & enters a serpent. Finding Eve alone he induces her to eat the fruit of the forbidden tree..."Bible"

the sun, moon and the stars on earth

its magic

Thara says "in the next few days" she is really talking about a very specific date:

December 2nd, 2010 at exactly 23:30 hrs (11:30 at night)

wait nd c

TRYING CYCLE, A TRADE CYCLE

To try and try and yet come up short,
to hang my head while giving report,
not able to make anything right,
turns brightest day to darkest night.
Amidst thoughts of strength to find myself weak
brings a gut-wrenching pain of which my heart cannot speak....(side effects of BOOM)

Failure has never been part of my plan.
I curse times I don’t, when I know that I can.
My standard, my goal, my hope is perfection,
yet I am met with regret, rebuke and rejection.
Failure is a companion I have grown to despise,
its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes...(side effects of RECESSION)

In you I can see love, understanding and more.
You think me a winner regardless life’s score.
When I’ve nearly given up, drowning in failure,
you life my life, my sight, my plight to the Savior.
A loving like yours in this life is most glorious,
although I’m imperfect with you and within me I’m victorious...( RECOVERY )

عيد مبارك

عيد مبارك

Utter Anguish

I'm quite confused...yes!!! I have a confused mind...
I am praying for my inner healing...should I let go??? One day I have go and I want to make my mind strong...Oh God make me strong...praying for his Happiness which only God knows what's His heart and mind contain...

Bin Phere Hum Tere - Titel Song - Kishore Kumar

Ehsaan Tera Hoga

Soul Consciousness

Connected...after a series of inner conflict once again i am connected to my soul mate...We don’t even have to talk together to know what the other is feeling... It really does amaze me in that sense, that i am so totally connected in mind and spirit...so rest in peace of mind...

Fragmentation and the search for wholeness

7 Clone Saga

Want to make 7 out of Me!!!!!!!

The Machine Girl

Flash Back

What a lovely Instrument

How wonderful tools

Speed and accurate with high quality standards

From the product of best manufactuers

Entertainment machine

Washing Machine

Cooking Machine

Answering Machine

Sewing Machine

Cleaning Machine

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One Day

It's cold

Not Answering

Making Mistakes

Blinking

Slow..........

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Shake it well

Make it clean

Charge it well

Take it to repair

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Oh No!!! is it reached its retirement period???

Maintenance Cost+ Variable Cost = Cost of New Machine

Better Replace with a new one.

Daffodils

Daffodils by William Wordsworth

I wander'd lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed-and gazed-but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

Alfajr

hm...nice watch... really a good gift dear :-) Digital Azan, all the cities around the world is programmed in it, with prayer alarms...wow!!! so cute...when I will get a similar one???

Pappinissery Mangrove Park Reopened

The controversial Mangrove park in Pappinissery, Kannur, which was closed down citing environmental violations, was reopened on Sunday.

ലോക റെക്കോഡുമായി സ്‌നേഹപ്പൂക്കളം

ഏഴു വന്‍കരകളെ കുറിക്കാന്‍ ഏഴിനം പൂക്കള്‍കൊണ്ട് ആയിരത്തോളമാളുകള്‍ നാനൂറ് കളങ്ങളിലായി തീര്‍ത്ത കോഴിക്കോടിന്റെ പടുകൂറ്റന്‍ സ്‌നേഹപ്പൂക്കളം ഗിന്നസ് റെക്കോഡിലേക്ക്.

Right Track

Finally your are in the right track, my sweet friend...

I often wonders, why???... Regardless of our culture, our level of education or economic status, at the depth of all of us are the same desires- to love, to be loved, and to be happy...

If love is something so fundamentally important to us, then why is it that we have so many issues and misunderstandings in the area of finding it? I think the answer is simple, that most of us have never been educated in this fundamental area of our development. Chances are, you didn’t grow up with parents who were relationship experts, and we certainly didn’t study relationships in our high school curriculums... For most of us, it’s been an adventure in trial and error and learning through pain and heart-break. But is there an easier way???

Now you are more clear about your perspectives...and relationships coming out of infatuation and loneliness...Hope you both live as the mos wonedrful pairs to cherish always...

ALL THE BEST DEAR

I Miss U Granny

Grandma, finally I missed you...I am depressed the way others done on us...I missed all those we shared while I am growing up with you in my child hood,your way of caring, telling stories and all the fun we had together... You were there for me at times when I needed you most.

I have great memories of you, you are really a powerful woman, the way you managed our Tharavad along with rich acres of granaries, spinning mills, textiles and all...You have always spoken with wisdom, you are a person that the stars above shine through.Granny, I couldn't imagine growing up in this world without you.

Really I am proud of you my Grandmother!!!

Deepika

She is so cute in a Blue Churidaar Salvar Kameez in Om Shanti Om Song Mein Agar Kahoon with Sharukh Khan.

Iam an Indian

Deepika

I am really a great fan of Deepika

My Campus

My room is at the end of the hallway...Come on...have a look, inside our campus...

Pookkalam- floral carpet competition

Onapookkalam is made of various kinds of flowers. Commonly used flowers include Thumba (Lucas Aspera), Kakka Poovu, Thechipoovu, Mukkutti (little tree plant), Chemparathy (shoe flower), Aripoo or Konginipoo (Lantana), Hanuman Kireedom (Red pagoda plant) and Chethi (Ixora).

Snaps of Onam floral carpet competition in our Campus...

Aashayein

Ab duniya se shikwa nahi hai
Na raha ab zindagi se gila
Kis ka karam hai, kis ki dua hai
Ya naseebon se tu mujh ko mila
Ab jo mile ho, door na jaana
Tere bina dil lagta nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi

I never gonna live without you baby now
You'll be only one who'll always be my fantasy
You'll be only one to make me reach my ecstacy
I don't want nobody else but you
I'm lovin you, I'm lovin you

Berang se din the, tanha thi raatein
Kuch na badalta, jo tum na aate
Berang se din the, tanha thi raatein
Kuch na badalta, jo tum na aate
Kehne ko yun toh rishte kayi hain
Rishton mein koi apna nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi

Kyun chuph gaya hai, akhiyon ko meechay
Sharm-o-haya ke pardon ke peechay
Kyun chuph gaya hai, akhiyon ko meechay
Sharm-o-haya ke pardon ke peechay
Apne sanam se parda hai kaisa
Jab ke khuda se parda nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi

Ab duniya se shikwa nahi hai
Na raha ab zindagi se gila
Kis ka karam hai, kis ki dua hai
Ya naseebon se tu mujh ko mila
Ab jo mile ho, door na jaana
Tere bina dil lagta nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi

Friend

When you're up in life, your friends get to know who you are.When you're down in life, you get to know who your friends are...!!!
Just like the seasons, people have the ability to change..."I don't change like the seasons"...

Shabana Azmi- She is my favourate...

JHUKI JHUKI SI NAZAR

Jhuki Jhuki si nazar, bekaraar hai ki nahi
The downcast gaze, is it filled with longing or no?
Daba daba sa sahi, dil mein pyaar hai ki nahi
Repressed, tamped down, is there love in your heart or no?

Tu apni dil ki jawan dhadkano ko, gin ke bata
Count the swelling beats of your heart and tell me (their number)
Meri tarah tera dil, bekaraar hai ki nahi
Is your heart restless (with longing) like mine, or no?

Wo pal ke jisme mohhabbat, jawan hoti hai
Those moments in whom there is love, are the prime of one's life
Us ek pal ka tujhe, intazar hai ki nahi
Do you wait for one of those moments, or not?

Teri ummed pe thukra raha hoon, duniya ko
I'm warring with the world on the strength of your hope
Tujhe bhi apne pe ye etbaar hai ki nahi
Do you also have faith in it, or not?

Chembaneer- Red Rose

Oru chempaneer pooviruthu njan omalle.....
Oru vela ninnerkku neettiyilla...
Enkillum engane neeyarinju....
Ente chemapneer pookunathay ninakkai...
Sugandham parathunathayi ninakkai...
Parayu...nee parayu....(2)

Akamme niranja snehamam...
Mathuryam oru vaakinal thottu njan nalkiyilla.....
Nira neelaraaville ekandathayil....
Nin mizhiyille nannavoppi mayachathilla....
Enkillum nee arinju...
En ninavennum nin ninvariyunathayi....
Ninne...Thazhukunathayi......(Oru Chempaneer.....hmmmm)

Thanniye thelinga raagamam.....
Shree ragam oru mathra nee othu njan mooliyilla....
Pularmanju peyyunna yamathillum....
Nin mridhu meni onnu punarnathilla.....
Enkillum....nee arinju....
En manamennum nin manam ariyunathayi.....
Ninne......Thalodunathayi....(Oru Chempaneer)

Dedicated to ma Friend and his Lover
(They never expressed their love for each other)....

I am sure one day he will find his True Love once again!!!

Noble thoughts

‘Let Noble Thoughts come to us from all sides’ – Rigveda 1-89-i

Pithur Tharpanam

Today my little friend is performing Pithur tharpanam (Sradham) a ritual performed by the children of a departed soul.She lost her father on 22nd October 2009. Pithur tharpanam is performed by Hindus in India. It is believed that by offering certain rituals the departed soul is purified from all sins...

Oh My Little Friend,
Your father left...where he is now???
He no longer smiles at you???
He said he’ll be gone for some time???
That he needed a space above???
Can you see his pain my child???

I am still here my child...
If you could hear me now...
I can see your face...
I hear your voice calling him all the time...
I want to be with you today...
I will put you to sleep tonight...
And read all the stories you like...
Find Me...

നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും...എന്‍ ജീവനോ???

സൗരയുഥത്തില്‍ വിടര്‍ന്നൊരു കല്ല്യാണ
സൗഗന്ധികമാണീ ഭൂമീ
അതിന്‍ സൗവര്‍ണ പരാഗമാണോമനെ നീ
അതിന്‍ സൗരഭമാണെന്റെ സ്വപ്നം
സ്വപ്നം സ്വപ്നം

നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും
എന്നെന്നും തളിര്‍ക്കുന്ന സൌന്ദര്യമെന്നോ
നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും

എന്‍ ജീവനോലുന്ന സിന്ദൂരമെന്നോ
എന്‍ ആത്മ സംഗീതമെന്നോ
നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും

നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും
ആരും പാടാത്ത പാട്ടിന്റെ മാധുര്യമെന്നോ
നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും

ചൂടാത്ത പൂവിന്റെ നിശ്വാസമെന്നോ
നിശ്വാസ സൌഗന്ധമെന്നൊ
നിന്നെ ഞാനെന്തു വിളിക്കും

സൗരയുഥത്തില്‍ വിടര്‍ന്നൊരു കല്ല്യാണ
സൗഗന്ധികമാണീ ഭൂമീ
അതിന്‍ സൗവര്‍ണ പരാഗമാണോമനെ നീ
അതിന്‍ സൗരഭമാണെന്റെ സ്വപ്നം
സ്വപ്നം സ്വപ്നം...

Madanolsavam

Oh My Love, I am dedicating all these songs for you, especially the song...Nee maayum nilaavo en jeevante kanneero kanneero...

Excellent combination of Salil Chowdhury and ONV...Great!!!

Song: Sagarame saanthamaaka
Film: Madanolsavam
Singer: Yesudas
Music Director: Salil Chowdhury
Lyrics: O N V Kurup

Saagarame saanthamaaka nee
Saandhya raagam maayunnithaa …
Chaithra dhina vadhu pokayaay
Dhoore yaathraa mozhiyumaay (saagarame)

Thalir thottilaaro paadee
Tharoo oru janmam koodee
Paathi paadum munpe veenu
Etho kili naadham kenu
Etho kili naadham kenu
Chaithra vipanchika mookamaay
Ente mouna samaadhiyaay (saagarame)

Vish pakshi etho koottil
Vishaadardramenthe paadee
Nooru chaithra sandhyaa raagam
Poothoo kaavu ninnaathmaavil
Poothoo kaavu ninnaathmaavil

Nee Mayum Nilavo
Film: Madanolsavam
Singer: Yesudas
Music Director: Salil Chowdhury
Lyrics: O N V Kurup


Nee maayum nilaavo en jeevante kanneero kanneero(2)
Nee pranayathin hamsa gaanam
Nee athiloorum kanneer kanam
Maayunnitho ee maarivil poovu

Ee mankoodu ninnodu kanneerodothunnitha povalle (2)
Nee oru poovin mouna gaanam
Nee hrudhayathin ganolsavam
Maayunnitho ee maarivil poovu

Nee oru vaakkum paranjeelaa
Neermizhipookkal nananjeelaa
Maayunnitho ee maarivil poovu
Nee maayum nilaavo en jeevante kanneero kanneero
Ee mankoodu ninnodu kanneerodothunnitha povalle

Madaprave Vaa
Film: Madanolsavam
Singer: Yesudas
Music Director: Salil Chowdhury
Lyrics: O N V Kurup


Maada praave vaaa….oru koodu koottan vaaa
Eee vasantha kaalam kai neetti…kai neetti
Varavelkkayaay nee vaaaa… (maadapraave)

Maariyil venalil kooode varaamo..
maarililam choodettu raavurangaamo ee mulamkoottil (2)
marikkum vare koottirikkamo.. (maadapraave)

ee vayalppokkal pol naam kozhinjaalum
ee vazhiyilaake nee koode varaamo paadivaraamo (2)
marikkum vareyenninapraave…. (maadapraave)

Mele Poomala
Film: Madanolsavam
Singer: Yesudas, Sabitha Chowdhury
Music Director: Salil Chowdhury
Lyrics: O N V Kurup


Ohoho….ohoho….
Mele poomala thaazhe theinala kate vaa
Paalappoom kanikku palunku korkkum manjalil
Kate vaa nee vaa nee vaa (mele)

Kani poovu choodi kaliyodam thuzhanju nee arikil vaa
Veli pattu vende thalamelam vende vende
Sooryakaanthi malar thaali vende (kani)
Kanmani paadu paadu nee chinga kaate nee vaa nee vaa
(mele)

Mudi peeli choodum mulam kaadinte kingini kuzhalumaay
Thaalapoli vende thaala vrundham vende vende
Poovu thedi thedi paadum kaate (mudi)
Kanmani paadu paadu nee chinga kaate nee vaa nee vaa
(mele)

Sandhye kannirithinthe
Film: Madanolsavam
Lyrics: O V N Kurup
Music Director: Salil Chowdhury
Singer S Janaki


Sandhye kannirithinthe sandhye
Snehamayi kezhukayaano neeyum
Nin mukham pol nombaram pol
Nilpu rajanigandhi
(Sandhye...)

Muthu korkkum pole vishada
Sushmitham nee choodi veendum
Ethukille naale -(2)
Hridayametho pranayashoka
Kathakal veendum kelkkum
Veendum kaalamettu paadum
(Sandhye...)

Dukhame nee poku kedatha
Nithya thaara jaalam pole
Kathum ee anuragam - (2)
Maraname nee varika ente
Pranayaganam kelkaan
Neeyum eettu paadan poru
(Sandhye...)

Song: Ee malar kannyakal
Film: Madanolsavam
Lyrics: ONV
Music: Salil Chowdhary
Singer: S.Janaki

Ee malar kannyakal maaranu nedhikkum premamenna thenille
Athil oru thulli oru thulli njaan pakarnnu athil oru thulli oru thulli njaan nukarnnu(2)
Ee malar kannyakal maaranu nedhikkum premamenna thenille

Pinne njaanothiya vaakkilellaam enthoru sangeetham
Ninne kurichulla paattilellaam enthenthu maadhuryam (pinne)
Enthenthu maadhuryam

Ee malar kannyakal maaranu nedhikkum premamenna thenille
Athil oru thulli oru thulli njaan pakarnnu athil oru thulli oru thulli njaan nukarnnu(2)
Ee malar kannyakal maaranu nedhikkum premamenna thenille

Pinne nin kankalil nokki nilkkaan enthenthoru aavesham
Pinne nin niswasam etu nilkke enthenthorunmaadham (pinne nin kankalil)
Enthenthorunmaadham
Ee malar kannyakal maaranu nedhikkum premamenna thenille

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